Relationships
I really wish I could understand relationships better. I have been in two in the last year and I don't think I ever really completely understood either one of them. What I do know is that love is not a game; it is not like the movies. It's not supposed to be; it's supposed to be better. To make it the best it can be takes significant work and understanding, but the work and the understanding are the things that make love joyful. I don't know that I want too much, I just want someone with whom I can feel that joy. So I continue to crawl through the foxholes of dating--dealing with the pain that comes from the shrapnel of failed and broken relationships. It hurts; it's frustrating. But I feel like I'm doing what is right for me. I have a clear conscience. I'm just trying to find a girl that loves me enough to face whatever life might throw at us, and whom I love enough to do anything I can to make her happy.
posted by Joel @ 12:36 PM
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